The summer between fifth and sixth
grade, I split my time between the woman I had stayed with since I was small,
and hanging out at my grandparents’ house. Mawmaw worked, but Pawpaw had days
off that I got to spend away from the noise and chaos of my usual babysitter’s.
In all honesty, I spent most of that summer laid out in the floor of the living
room, writing and watching CMT. Pawpaw was outside working, but he would come
in every now and again for a sip of Sprite. I wrote most of my first story that
summer.
Recently,
due to circumstances being what they are, I found myself sitting in that living
room again, with not much of anyone else around. Because it was seven o’clock
in the morning, there was nothing else on so I turned it to CMT and ended up
watching music videos. I also took my laptop up there so I was writing. It did
not hit me until that moment that it was
like the past was echoing before me. The timing of it was also something worth
noting, just because of what has been going on lately. It was almost like one
last look at what my life was like before I graduate in six months and move on
with everything. It was enough to give me pause.
Growing
pains do not stop once you are physically grown. That’s something I have become
increasingly aware of in the past several months. Life is sometimes nothing but
growing pains. I guess that’s where that saying “roll with the punches” comes
in. Crying over spilled milk never got anyone anywhere, but sometimes you just can’t
help it. I know that better than anyone.
I’m going
to cut it short this week. There’s a lot going on right now so my mind is
elsewhere. Thanks to any loyal readers out there, I do appreciate you. Oh, and
if you haven’t seen it yet, I have a website up www.carolinakel.weebly.com. There
is a forum there, section for book reviews, and a couple of other things. Any
feedback is always welcome!
Till next
week my friends!
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